Enjoy some music first....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Kp0itx6m2Y&playnext_from=TL&videos=icQbJ7iokoo
It's been a while. But recently I've been trying to be a better person; trying to re-imagine life. So much i've done wrong. but so much learned too, right? I'm in this program called SPOP and getting to the point....i've always been changing but the stuff we have been doing has been taking all those shoes boxes that everyone has in the back of their soul and laying out for everyone to see. I've never felt so naked or vulnerable either. I've cried more in the past month than in the past 2 years. But at the same time, it has put all these thoughts that I have had floating around in my head and put them at the front. You can be a creator of the world; not alone i recommend. We have gone over personal experiences, expectations, views, trauma, gender issues, race, sensitivity training...enough stuff to make diamonds raw. At the same time, I've started to put it to some good use. I recently had a deep conversation with a friend who I wasn't too good to a long time ago and said something that I have wanted to say for a long time. There is a certain momentum in life, and if you don't act upon it when it comes your way you will get left behind. I think mine started recently. I hope it takes me good places. I definitely feel better about, well, life. Take care yall
Love Always,
Eric
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